harlequinhoax

1. I have a horrible fear of needles and veins

Ecspecially the combination of them together, it just freaks me out. Veins aren't so bad unless they are on someones wrist. That i can't stand. and i can't look at injections, but i don't mind feeling them.

2.My great uncle played for england and arsenal football team, as goalie.

Sadly, he's passed now, but his name is George something. I forget. Anyway, it's something my dad [an avid football fan] is proud of, at least.

3. I am OCD-ic in odd ways.

Like, i have pain on one side of my neck, i try to make a pain on the other side to even it out. Or holding my breath everytime we drive over one of them red things on the road.

4. I met Jade Goody from Big Brother.

Whether i'm pleased about this, i don't know. But it was when i was in year 6 and i was good friends with Rosie Ingram, a girl who's father had been on national news at the time for cheating on the gameshow 'who wants to be a millionaire.' Anyway, his wife went on wife swap with jade goody, so Rosie ended up having jade as a mum for a week or whatever it was. So Jade used to bring rosie and her sisters to school everyday. It's kinda wierd seeing your friend in the parking lot and being like 'hey rosie...hey jade'.

5. I'm left handed

This is easily forgotten and many of my friends seem not to notice until years after they meet me.

6. I have a strange gap between my toes.

My big toe and index toe gap is unsually large and my dad would say it was because i was supposed to be born with six toes, but the sixth never came. I think it's getting better as i grow older though.

7. My mum is physic

Believe it or not , whatever but apparantly [and this isn't according to her] my mum can see a few days into the future.The last thing she ''predicted'' was that my sister was going to buy red underwear.(o_0)

And when my mum was giving birth to me- well just before, she was very ill and almost died. She had an out of body experience, and she said that she went up a tunnel of light and saw her dead uncle, who told her to go back because her baby needs her, then my mum saw an image of me [bearing in mind i wasn't even born yet] and when i was born, i looked the same as she saw.

8. I have lots of disturbing dreams.

I have lots of dreams every single night, about 3 or 4 that i can remember and they are usually either very very very very odd, OR kinda gory. Like the other night i dreamt this guy stabbed me in the shoulder when i was getting off a bus with my friends, [it was so realistic too. i was absolutely terrified. and when i woke up i was still terrified.] and then he started to beat up my friend and kick her so she was a ball on the floor. He then stabbed her arm and was about to stab her again, so i just rand and jumped no his back screaming and telling him to leave her alone. then he tried to stab me again, and then i woke up (o_0)

Anyway, i tag....whoever reads this :)

Bleh school. check out mine and jess' 'little free range chicken song' and the new videos i'm in the middle of posting of panics new new new songs.

I just saw a pic of audrey kitching when she was younger. she looks so different..her hair was like really dark brown and really curly. Plus looks like she's fallen out with zui suicide aswell now.

Hope you've all had a good day so far.

You know that guy i keep going on about? Chris? or ''lenny'' as we nickname him? The one i'm like obsessed with? Yeah well he was crying at lunchtime. Actually crying . I didn't see it but my friend loz did. she was doing some sort of charades thing to me across our english class. Basically she saw a large group of year elevens and she was wondering what the commotion was, then she saw lenny standing there crying loads. she carried on wlaking and when she came back lenny was talking to our headmaster still crying, with a group of y11's circled round them. Very very confusing. He never struck me as the crying type. I mean, he wants to be in the army for christs sake. plus you know...he was always the ''cool'' guy. Jess is going to ask his gf about it tonight on msn.

see ya skanks xxxxx

I just started writing like a 10 paragraph journal that took me absolutely aggggessss describing my week of skiing in Austria and shiz, and all of a sudden all my internet pages just randomly close down. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jess came round today. We videod us doing penguin dances and videoed us dressed as Patrick Stump and Pete Wentz. It was v. funny.

Oh and we also recorded our free range chiken song that i mentioned a journal or two back.

So as me and Tess are going skiing with the school tomorrow [2:30 pm!] we agreed that we'd both make a list on what things we can do on a coach , and present them to each other tomorrow. Only i've been so busy, i forgot, & haven't got anything down yet =S

If you have any ideas lets me know!

Love moi xx

My life's chock-a-block full of urm, busy-ness.

We got our school reports issued today, and i'm not looking forward to showing it to my mutti. I mean most of it's OK...the only one i'm majorly proud of is my English, and my history is pretty good also [YAY! thankyou mr.RyanRoss.]

Science is bad. very very very bad.

Maths is looking dismal also.

This is my tutor report:

Stef is a pleasant and well mannered member of the tutor group who makes a good contribution to all tutor group activities. She has played a part in making the tutor group a positivie place to be. Stef is a popular girl, and is well liked by her peers. In PSHE lesson Stef has made some valid comments during the lessons especially in THE SEX AND RELATIONSHIP  module we are currently studying. Stef works well as part of a group and makes good contributions to class discussions.

HAHAHAHAHAHA. It wasn't so bad. My form tutor's baby was born today. Jess' mum delivered his last one. HA. anyway...

I'm not supposed to have opened it yet, but Jess and me missed the beginning of English so we could sit in the loo's and read them.

I've got the perfect plan on how to show it to my mother. FIRSTLY i'm going to wait until Friday morning and pretend i forgot about it, ya see. But beforehand, i'm am going to tell her about the A grade i got in my english today, and that i've got a praise report for my coursework, to make her, y'know, happy. THEN i'm am going to shove the report on her just before i leave for school, where by hometime, i will be on my way to Austria.

[On a school ski trip]

and by the time i get back a week later, she would have forgotten allllllllllll about it.

muhahahaha.

Oh yeah, so by the way i won't be on buzznet from friday to sunday.

How does everyone else handle their school reports? If your like me and they are more...displeasing.

PS. In other news, Tania and me were supposed to be going to maths, but tania needed to go to the school office to discuss something about her report [i think the address to her dad was wrong or something] so anyway she took me with her and we were stood in the foyer waiting for agggeeees and she was finally allowed in the office whilst i waited outside. She was taking really long so i sat down on one of the visiting chairs , thinking of having a short sleep when Mr.Ryanross walked in. And i mean, it was completely empty because everyone was in their lessons. So it was completely silent and he was making his way towards the office. He looked at me and i was like thinking i'd better say hi now, cos' it would be kinda wierd if i didn't. So i managed to sqeauk a really pathetic 'hi' , and i'm not even sure if he heard me, But he said all nice and caring;  'Stef, are you alright?' and then i realised i was sat where the ill people sit before their parents come to take them home. and i was like 'yeah thanks' all sqeauky again. So he nods and walks on. haha, so yeah thats my great piece of news...

IT WAS REALLY COOL AT THE TIME OK??

mucho love xxxx

Is school picture day.

Yikes!

Despite my birthday having a bad start, my sleepover definately made up for it:)

It was immense fun...Tess came first and we were waiting on the others for a while cos they were all getting a lift with harri and we guessed they got held up. so we decided to make dance moves to the sailor moon themetune, cos i had the rock version on my ipod. , haha! [we had recently found out about each others sailor moon obsessed childhood and it has recently been redeemed in honor] of course i'm sailor moon, tess is mars, jess is venus, tania's jupiter and harriets mercury. ..ahem , anyway, yeah that was hilarious =D

I even opened tess' presents, and i wasn't supposed to open them until the next day BECAUSE, it has been a tradition that tess' gives me my bday present late..but neither of us could be bothered to wait so i opened it, and she'd got me a small purse, some bath stuff, some homemade brownies [which she admitted Ryan mostly made...he's this 20 year old guy who was once homeless but now lives with them...Tess' house is so huge that you see someone new there everytime you visit...she even has someone living in  a caravan in her garden] and she also made me a mixed CD of 'blatently disney's best songs' because we are both HUGE disney fans....me and Tess actually have a lot of the same tastes.

Then when Jess, Tania and Harri arrived, i opened their presents too.

Tania got me a mug, a bar of aero chocolate, some bath stuff and also she got a joint present with Harri, which was a lush top which i am currently wearing :)

Harri also got me, loooooooooooads of cool bath stuff things, like random little bits and bobs, aswell as a bar of chocolate.

Jess got me some hello kitty stuff, like little notebooks and also these IMMENSE cupcake holder things, silicone onse..they are just so cool you will not believe..i mean they have FEET! My mum is absolutely obsessed with them though so she stole them from me. and she gave me these cool little sprnikles to go with them, because we have this little cupcake thing between us, [like on one of my videos i have posted]. And she also, bless her, wrote out ALL the tokio hotel lyrics in English for me, from their zimmer 483 album, and even some of another album. She did it all by herself, i was so touched. it was handwritten and must have taken her ages to do. But she said 'isn't it sad i enjoyed this?' because she wants to be a linguist when she's older :)

then we ate and did dance routines and sung and stuff and we watched the omen IV :)

it was rad.

So i turned the big 1-5 today.

My day started out ok - woke up , opened presents etc....

but it started to turn bad once i got to school. I think it may have partly to do with feeling hormonal or whathaveyou but i started to feel really down....today i only realised who heath ledger is and that i actually love him, and i mean OMG HE'S DEAD. then it was break time, and on fridays chris is on prefect duty in the dinner hall where me and my friends hang out, but instead my p.e group had to attend this stupid meeting about this programme that i don't even want to join, and it took up my whole breaktime, and seeing as i hadn't had breakfast i was hungry and angry, and upset that i hadn't seen chris. Plus it seemed Tess had forgotten it was my brithday.Then i got to art, and on fridays chris is in my art block, but whenever i saw him he was just snogging the face of his girlfriend, and Tania started to embarrass me by yelling his name really loudly. then later on in the art lesson, which i was NOT enjoying, chris came in to use the computers for his cooking coursework, and Tania kept saying 'chris is over there!' really loudly. When i moaned about it, Laura started saying 'stef he doesn't care, he's not looking at you , he's looking at his girlfriend, HE'S GOT A GIRLFRIEND....only joking!'' but i didn't find it funny. Then for a reason, i still don't know, [something about how i was talking to tania and lookign over at chris] Tania decided to stop talknig to me. I've never fallen out with tania before in my life. i haven't fallen out with any of my current friends ever. I haven't fallen out with anyone period, scince year 7. and that was for good.

This was too much and i couldn't help but start crying. I NEVER cry. well hardly ever, that was the first time tania wuold have seen me cry, if she had even been looking, but she was too busy being surly. Infact it would have been the first time anyone in my class had seen me cry. Jess Miller was absolutely lovely, fetching me tissues and stuff whilst Laura  was like ;no don't cry'! loud enough so chris could hear. Then we had to do this thing where we stand up and rotate around the classroom looking at eachothers work, and i passed chris he looked at me. I think he kne i had cried and i was really embarrassed. But i only cried a little, just a teeny weeny bit...and even then i tried to make it less serious by laughing it off.

Jess even gave me a kitkat, and i gave one half to tania, placing it on her artwork, and then we both kinda started silently laughing, though tania was trying to hide it by turning her head away from me. and she said 'i'm on a diet' , and scince she had told me earlier , where she was on this strange diet where you eat a different food everyday, i got out my mr kipling cake from my lunchbox and asked her if she'd ever had one before. she said no, so i gave it to her. then she said 'i really am sorry' and i said 'me too' . then we hugged for ageeeeeeeeees.

But tbh i'm still kinda pissed off that she stopped talkng to me for such a stupid reason, and on my birthday.

so by lunchtime i had come to the conclusion that this was officially the worst birthday of my life. I was mopey at lunch and Jess.f noticed, giving me a hug and asking if i was alright. She didn't know about what happened it art.

will and james noticed somethng too i think. and even the dinner hall singing happy birthday to me didn't help much.

then we saw rob and even though he pretends he doesn't really care about me or whatever he looked sympathetic towards me when he noticed something was up because i wasn't joining in with jess and tess who were ruffling his hair with drumsticks or whatever...

but then harri and tania came and said 'stef stef! we've got a suprise for you!' and so we followed them outside and onto the ampitheatre where they had written in bright white chalk accross the ground in big letters 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEF WATSON' with illustrations. it made me feel a little better. :)

so my mood was pretty perked up, even though i hadn't seen chris at all. and when i went into my german class, everyone immediately started singing another chorus of happy birthday to me and at the end they cheered MEGA LOUDLY- miss eames was covering her ears.

So yeah i'm happier now, and my friends should be arriving for a sleepover shortly :)

in one minute to be exact, haha.

And my sister is visiting with her boyfriend.

this is what i got for my b-day;

Brendon urie t-shirt

red skinny jeans

ipod radio

chocolates

nightmare before xmas arm gloves

you, me and dupree,

a girls guide on how to be the best at everythn

russell brands booky wook

ugg boots

and i've still got my friends gifts to open yet :)